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[24 Apr 2008|12:07am] exactly one month from today, i will be graduating college.... i have no job, i haven't even started looking...i think i might be OK with that for now. I don't think I'm ready for this yet. pump up that ego

[30 Mar 2008|08:37pm] [ mood | I don't know ] [ music | John Mayer ] John Mayer- Stop This Train No I'm not color blind I know the world is black and white Try to keep an open mind but... I just can't sleep on this tonight Stop this train I want to get off and go home again I can't take the speed it's moving in I know I can't But honestly won't someone stop this train Don't know how else to say it, don't want to see my parents go One generation's length away From fighting life out on my own Stop this train I want to get off and go home again I can't take the speed it's moving in I know I can't but honestly won't someone stop this train So scared of getting older I'm only good at being young So I play the numbers game to find away to say that life has just begun Had a talk with my old man Said help me understand He said turn 68, you'll renegotiate Don't stop this train Don't for a minute change the place you're in Don't think I couldn't ever understand I tried my hand John, honestly we'll never stop this train See once in a while when it's good It'll feel like it should And they're all still around And you're still safe and sound And you don't miss a thing 'til you cry when you're driving away in the dark. Singing stop this train I want to get off and go home again I can't take this speed it's moving in I know I can't Cause now I see I'll never stop this train So, I just want to hit the pause button on life right now. I'm not ready to graduate. I'm gonna miss this so much. Last night at The Ghost Sonata/Forget Paris show I got pretty sad. I was sitting in the back of the room, next to Nina, we were sitting watching all the boys being goofy as usual, and I was thinking fuck in two months, we aren't gonna be able to do this every weekend. As much as I hate this place sometimes, I'm gonna miss it. I'm gonna miss it A LOT. Yeah sure I'm still gonna go to shows, It wont be as often, and it wont always be with these people. I wish I could just move in with Nina next semester I don't want to go to class (I'm SOO done with classes) I just wanna hang out. Don't get me wrong, I'm excited to actually graduate, and I'm proud that I got through it, but life is just moving way to fast and it needs to stop. I'm not ready to start my life yet, I'm feel like I'm 18 in a 22 year old body. 1 ape | pump up that ego

go tell your friends just what johnny did. [13 Feb 2008|11:05am] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | John Mayer ] http://www.tmz.com/tmz_main_video?titleid=1414327780 love it. edit: GO HERE instead http://www.tmz.com/2008/02/12/john-mayer-has-jock-itch/ pump up that ego

[07 Jan 2008|06:13pm] i do not approve, but who am i to say anything.... oh well, its ok. trust me, im ok with this. pump up that ego

and we wanna say thanks to the music in our lives... [29 Dec 2007|02:53pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | Bouncing Souls ] last night was the BEST bouncing souls show i've seen. EVER. I had so much fun at the stone pony dancing to one of my favorite bands, and then the after party at asbury lanes. SO SICK!!! wish i was going tonight! pump up that ego

for those who care [26 Dec 2007|08:41pm] [ mood | happy ] My Top Ten Albums of 2007 10. The White Stripes- Icky Thump 9. Minus The Bear- Planet of Ice 8. Radiohead-In Rainbows 7. Dear and the Headlights-Small Steps, Heavy Hooves 6. Cassino-Sounds of Salvation 5. Mayday Parade- A Lesson In Romantics 4. Four Year Strong- Rise or Die Trying 3. Circa Survive- On Letting Go 2. Say Anything- In Defense of the Genre 1. The Dear Hunter- Act II The Meaning of and All Things Regarding Ms. Leading. Runner Ups 1. Cobra Starship-Viva La Cobra 2. Paramore- Riot! 3. Foo Fighters- Echoes, Silence, Patience, and Grace 4. The Spill Canvas- No, Really I'm Fine 5. Portugal. The Man- Church Mouth pump up that ego

[16 Nov 2007|12:52am] just be my friend ok i wont give up on you i never have never will its not who i am thank you. pump up that ego

and I don't want to get lost in the ocean... [28 Oct 2007|12:33am] [ mood | scared ] [ music | Say Anything ] I feel alone I feel like I don't belong here, but I feel like I don't belong at in Jersey either. so where should I be? I'm terrified to graduate in may. I'm scared to start my life. I feel like I'm 18 years old, in a 21 year old body. what am I doing? how did I get this far? and where the hell am I going? I don't think I was cut out for this. pump up that ego

[14 Oct 2007|10:40pm] [ mood | optimistic ] [ music | John Mayer ] Done with broken people, this is me I'm working on...I'll be lonely but I know I'll be OK, good love is on the way. pump up that ego

[08 Oct 2007|10:29am] [ mood | confused ] I'm sorry I'm doing this to you again, more importantly I'm sorry I lied to you, I didn't mean to do that. I promise I'll change this time, I just hope you believe me. Don't give up on me just yet. pump up that ego

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